january 29
i feel
absolutely
insane today. i could
crack at any minute. please kill
my thoughts.

january 28
not that
it matters. it
doesn't. this is one long
and endless cycle that becomes
my life.

january 27
what part
will have been worth
anything? oh. i see.
the part where i continue to
get hurt.

january 26
oh, this
awful tension.
anything could happen,
and i can't believe nothing will
ever.