october 26
using
adderal to
study for the first time
ever would work best without in
ternet.

october 25
weston,
bob weston, where
fore art thou bob weston?
mission of burma sates me not,
sans you.

october 24
there is
something just so
grand about stomping a
cigarette out with a cowboy
boot heel.

whatever size flat panel that entire wall is and two tivos please.
always
i tell people
"i don't know what i'd do
with that much money." but i do:
tv.

october 22 clean your fucking dishes.
i'm so
fucking tired
of the idea that if
i want something done, i have to
do it.

october 21
boys who
order cocoa
are so inherently
cuter than they who stick with their
coffee.

october 20
tracking
calories again.
a better day to start
would not have involved so many
eggrolls.

october 19 stuff white people like on sundays, subtitled: do i even need to mention i'm wearing american apparel right now?
nonfat
latte, screening
baby clothes, itunes set
to "quiet songs," nyt mag
up next.

october 18 re: october 14, 15
some brisk
sunny satur
day, i will think of you
idly then pass you on the street
and wave.

october 17
this, my
third month in new
york city, sees but my
first bagel back on this coast. c'est
la vie.

october 16 the 2500$ question
screening
for french study
passed, i look forward to
whiling away four days in their
vineyards.

october 15
or is
there? sometimes, the
line blurs somewhere between
coincidence and whatever
fate is.

october 14
there is
something to be
said about these people
who keep winding their way back in
my life.

i'm too
old, too fat, too
young, not beautiful, could
be smarter, can't help it, feeling
empty.

october 12 on why we can't hang out
either
your girlfriend hates
me, you hate me, or you
love me, and none of those satis
fy me.

october 11, 10,9
there are
not enough syll
ables in the world to
adequately describe this
awful
two day
hangover, but
i'll try 44: my
glasses fell into my own puke,
and that's
just the part i
remember. see? now we're
pushing 66 syllables.
so gross.

october 8
oh, that
sweet old raleigh
over there? that's my new
bike, and it is glorious. scope
the bell!

october 7
this class
sucks. even the
middle aged women think
it sucks, so it must. totally
awful.

october 6
i can't
help but notice
how disgusting you were
before, and now you wear a cape?
just, wow.

on dessert truck suggesting i save my cocoa to eat as pudding on the morrow

it's a
fine idea, but
you neglected to give
me any help on the self re-
straint front.

october 4 an open letter to my cat.
i know
it's over now
but why didn't you catch
the rat? what the fuck, dude? grow your
pair back.

october 3 an obituary
the rat
was caught, this third
day of october, found
wriggling in max's sock drawer, we
stoned him.

october 2 on churros vs. gruyere truffle mac and cheese
the two
things i want to
eat are either local
gourmets, or greasy, disgusting
street carts.

october 1 if one, then the other
really?
it's october
now for serious? then
why is kenley still on project
runway?